Dear diary  ,

Seriously issit too hard to give me attention? Ohh my goshhh ! Your promises are all fake. Why are you taking advantages of my heart? Why do you make me feel negative ? Why do you always have to make me feel this way ? Why on earth are you doing this to me? Why must you lie to me? Why why why !? ARGH ! FML ! Dont think your the only one full with problems. Well if you cant tolerate than let me go . Goodness sake. Im tired of wasting my tears . Im tired of having this feelings over & over again . I know i dont deserve all this trash . I deserve flowers. But why am i not receiving it from you? Hais . Yknow im sick and tired honestly . You know how to get angry if i lie to u abit and just say im kidding but when it comes to me everything is normal . Yet im still the one going to be calming you down! Have i done not enough for you . You just promised me yesterday . I just asked if you could accompany me on the phone but you ask me to call u back . If your busy working i understand , but your with your friends sia . What if something happen to me ? Your making me do the stuff that i dont wanna do . If you still dont realise what you did i really got nothing else to say . Cause like i said this is not once not twice ARGH . I had to let out my feelings here cause i cant probably talk to you your to busy right .. So i let it out here ok ! Take care enjoy yoursel ! HAIS !